The Episode I Almost Didn’t Post
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S1 E10

The Episode I Almost Didn’t Post

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This episode almost didn’t happen. After the shooting of right-wing provocateur Charlie Kirk, I was consumed with grief, rage, and old trauma — especially watching friends grieve for a man who thought people like me were an “abomination.”
It’s shorter than usual, raw, and unfiltered. I talk about:
  • Why this moment nearly broke me
  • Trump’s toxic role in fanning division
  • The strange burden and freedom of atheism
  • Pride and community as small lifelines of hope
It’s not polished. It’s just real.
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  • (00:00) - Exploring Key Themes
  • (00:17) - Introduction and Context of the Episode
  • (01:47) - The Impact of Charlie Kirk's Shooting
  • (06:45) - Reflections on Hate Speech and Violence
  • (08:52) - Atheism and the Meaning of Existence
  • (12:09) - Political Climate and Division in America
  • (15:20) - The Reaction to Charlie Kirk's Death
  • (19:53) - Personal Reflections and Community Dynamics
  • (22:33) - Confronting Violence and Division
  • (24:58) - Reflections on Pride and Community
  • (27:04) - Struggles with Mental Health and Recovery
  • (28:43) - Navigating Personal Relationships and Social Media
  • (31:21) - Reflections on Society and Tribalism
  • (33:17) - Emotional Honesty and Personal Growth

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